Surgery Day


April 17 via mobile

Today was surgery day.. wish I had news but at this time I'm uncertain if it worked.. been sleeping and dealing with pain



 Godspeed, Wendy
( At that point everything still seemed the same..I knew the hearing had not changed much.. the pressure that was so built up in my head which two days early had caused Tinnitus to set in was gone. For those who don't know it by its medical term 'ringing in the ears' However though the pressure in my head was released and the migraines gone from all that pressure the ringing was still there and is to this day.
I believe they waited to long to do the surgery. I had already dealt with the hearing loss and pressure build up in my head for weeks maybe three..not sure exactly though I do have the documentation somewhere which would say just how long it was. They were going to wait until mid May to schedule. There was a mix up at the dr. office and they scheduled me on the wrong dates. I was so frustrated at this point. Imagine not being able to hear but a whisper though people are talking normal, you can't hear traffic coming, rain, everything you were use to GONE!. Now try talking on a phone.. you can barely hear anyone and you don't know how loud your'e talking to them but in your own head in sounds like your using a microphone and it hurts, you've got the migraine from hell. People are messing up scheduling and you have to fix it. It was very frustrating, at times leading up to the surgery I was crying. I'd just break down and cry. The world was going on as usual and I've lost my hearing. To a writer dealing with a loss of senses is worse than death. Our senses are what drives us to reach within the depths of ourselves to create breath taking poetry, stories, inspirational words.
This was my HELL .. and I had to make sure even with not feeling as well as I was that things got done right.)

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